<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6395813789050913964</id><updated>2012-01-21T02:54:43.932-08:00</updated><title type='text'>Alexander Price</title><subtitle type='html'></subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://alexanderpricefree.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6395813789050913964/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://alexanderpricefree.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>Alexander Price</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09089562375584286602</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>6</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6395813789050913964.post-1764539903017788195</id><published>2012-01-21T02:39:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2012-01-21T02:54:43.941-08:00</updated><title type='text'>Curious Georgie</title><content type='html'>One day Georgie was tripping&lt;br /&gt;tripping out on some green coloured liquor&lt;br /&gt;his thoughts became quicker&lt;br /&gt;and he lost his inhibaitions&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;his girlfriend cant stop screaming&lt;br /&gt;"three years gone he has killed my feeling&lt;br /&gt;he wasn,t true just playing a role&lt;br /&gt;what was he thinking when I loved him so&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;how many boys?how many toys?&lt;br /&gt;he gave his love away for free&lt;br /&gt;has he given me an STD?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;One night I saw him there&lt;br /&gt;tight peaked cap and crew cut hair&lt;br /&gt;firm round the back,strong round the upper&lt;br /&gt;that lying heartbreaker he,s a looker&lt;br /&gt;next thing i knew i was in his bed &lt;br /&gt;he,asking me to give him some...&lt;br /&gt;He just wants to have some fun&lt;br /&gt;to take his love on the run&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6395813789050913964-1764539903017788195?l=alexanderpricefree.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://alexanderpricefree.blogspot.com/feeds/1764539903017788195/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://alexanderpricefree.blogspot.com/2012/01/curious-georgie.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6395813789050913964/posts/default/1764539903017788195'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6395813789050913964/posts/default/1764539903017788195'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://alexanderpricefree.blogspot.com/2012/01/curious-georgie.html' title='Curious Georgie'/><author><name>Alexander Price</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09089562375584286602</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6395813789050913964.post-8906313990989837339</id><published>2012-01-21T02:26:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2012-01-21T02:35:15.221-08:00</updated><title type='text'>Homeward Bound</title><content type='html'>Adrenelin that seeps in&lt;br /&gt;masking a tiredness behind the eyes&lt;br /&gt;clean air and greenery&lt;br /&gt;quickly dismantle and overturn the rush&lt;br /&gt;quietly,subtly&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Long dark nights of the soul&lt;br /&gt;memories. A camera flash,an exploding mic&lt;br /&gt;exhaust fumes,black fabrics,dirt under nails&lt;br /&gt;confrontation,palpatation.A bank account void of funds&lt;br /&gt;yet I love.Yet I have loved&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Now A subconcious coming round in full circle&lt;br /&gt;An end to the insanity that was my addiction&lt;br /&gt;Values once held so dearly,my audacious self belief&lt;br /&gt;that now in the present I fail to recognise&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Pedestrian plesentries are plentiful in the&lt;br /&gt;land I once called "surburban tomb"&lt;br /&gt;but I now with affection and acceptence call home&lt;br /&gt;though I dream of the past and yearn to relieve&lt;br /&gt;but I question if I coulc ever really go back?&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6395813789050913964-8906313990989837339?l=alexanderpricefree.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://alexanderpricefree.blogspot.com/feeds/8906313990989837339/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://alexanderpricefree.blogspot.com/2012/01/homeward-bound.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6395813789050913964/posts/default/8906313990989837339'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6395813789050913964/posts/default/8906313990989837339'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://alexanderpricefree.blogspot.com/2012/01/homeward-bound.html' title='Homeward Bound'/><author><name>Alexander Price</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09089562375584286602</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6395813789050913964.post-1212924896222531197</id><published>2011-07-27T05:09:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2011-07-27T05:14:44.119-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Leigh DeVries A photographic collaboration</title><content type='html'>&lt;div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-D8DQjgF29J4/TjAAgYnGuPI/AAAAAAAAADQ/jNjoQN7M4Yw/s1600/IMG_6075.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px 10px 10px 0px; 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width: 320px; height: 214px; float: left; cursor: pointer;" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5634003408579379394" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-zpcD6b_ZA_o/TjAAP_e2wMI/AAAAAAAAAC4/nNuH7Fqnl88/s320/2.jpg" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-Kw5qjSYfZzM/TjAALRGhLhI/AAAAAAAAACw/GILKhQtCEaM/s1600/1_bw.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="margin: 0px 10px 10px 0px; width: 214px; height: 320px; float: left; cursor: pointer;" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5634003327409794578" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-Kw5qjSYfZzM/TjAALRGhLhI/AAAAAAAAACw/GILKhQtCEaM/s320/1_bw.jpg" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6395813789050913964-1212924896222531197?l=alexanderpricefree.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://alexanderpricefree.blogspot.com/feeds/1212924896222531197/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://alexanderpricefree.blogspot.com/2011/07/leigh-devries-photographic.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6395813789050913964/posts/default/1212924896222531197'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6395813789050913964/posts/default/1212924896222531197'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://alexanderpricefree.blogspot.com/2011/07/leigh-devries-photographic.html' title='Leigh DeVries A photographic collaboration'/><author><name>Alexander Price</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09089562375584286602</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-D8DQjgF29J4/TjAAgYnGuPI/AAAAAAAAADQ/jNjoQN7M4Yw/s72-c/IMG_6075.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6395813789050913964.post-3732082576069486922</id><published>2010-07-01T04:13:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-07-31T08:36:42.205-07:00</updated><title type='text'>RENT [BEHIND THE SCENES]</title><content type='html'>&lt;a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_78umYTx6k9I/TCx-VIueKGI/AAAAAAAAAA8/GdvPJTrUyak/s1600/IMG_4177.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 320px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 214px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5488900947442542690" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_78umYTx6k9I/TCx-VIueKGI/AAAAAAAAAA8/GdvPJTrUyak/s320/IMG_4177.jpg" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_78umYTx6k9I/TCx98Zs5Y3I/AAAAAAAAAA0/0tz3nM3xk3A/s1600/IMG_4164.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 320px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 214px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5488900522502611826" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_78umYTx6k9I/TCx98Zs5Y3I/AAAAAAAAAA0/0tz3nM3xk3A/s320/IMG_4164.jpg" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_78umYTx6k9I/TCx9S_gouKI/AAAAAAAAAAs/0P0f8a7EjDc/s1600/IMG_3949.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 320px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 214px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5488899811097229474" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_78umYTx6k9I/TCx9S_gouKI/AAAAAAAAAAs/0P0f8a7EjDc/s320/IMG_3949.jpg" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_78umYTx6k9I/TCx7YbFfFxI/AAAAAAAAAAk/DiwsZwOlDPE/s1600/IMG_3939.jpg"&gt;&lt;img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 320px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 214px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5488897705375635218" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_78umYTx6k9I/TCx7YbFfFxI/AAAAAAAAAAk/DiwsZwOlDPE/s320/IMG_3939.jpg" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;A day of hard labour,a day of fun,a day of watching the clock,a day of hunger,a day of sleepless night to start,a day of caffeine overdrive,a day of carefull planning and extreme precision,a day of talent pulled together with one objective goal,a day of decedance,a day of squalor,a day of painted skin and gothic tapestry and the smells of fresh flowers,fine wine and tomatoes,a day of cold night walking.Captured for prosperity.In the shadows with a flash my concern,directors triumph,lights...CUT!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div&gt;Images courtesy of Reetta Nygard &lt;a href="http://www.reetta.biz/"&gt;http://www.reetta.biz/&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6395813789050913964-3732082576069486922?l=alexanderpricefree.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://alexanderpricefree.blogspot.com/feeds/3732082576069486922/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://alexanderpricefree.blogspot.com/2010/07/rent-behind-scenes.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6395813789050913964/posts/default/3732082576069486922'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6395813789050913964/posts/default/3732082576069486922'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://alexanderpricefree.blogspot.com/2010/07/rent-behind-scenes.html' title='RENT [BEHIND THE SCENES]'/><author><name>Alexander Price</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09089562375584286602</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_78umYTx6k9I/TCx-VIueKGI/AAAAAAAAAA8/GdvPJTrUyak/s72-c/IMG_4177.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6395813789050913964.post-6129985078082404463</id><published>2010-06-21T09:21:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2010-06-21T09:43:41.279-07:00</updated><title type='text'>Alexander Price Rent [Official Music Video]</title><content type='html'>&lt;object style="BACKGROUND-IMAGE: url(http://i3.ytimg.com/vi/6mPuw6j5KHo/hqdefault.jpg)" width="480" height="295"&gt;&lt;param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/6mPuw6j5KHo&amp;amp;hl=en_GB&amp;amp;fs=1"&gt;&lt;param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"&gt;&lt;param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"&gt;&lt;embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/6mPuw6j5KHo&amp;amp;hl=en_GB&amp;amp;fs=1" width="480" height="295" allowscriptaccess="never" allowfullscreen="true" wmode="transparent" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"&gt;&lt;/embed&gt;&lt;/object&gt;Here is the music video for my first single Rent,a cover version of The Pet Shop Boys classic.Produced by Ben Dobie and myself.With special thanks to Jennifer Sadler and all at Red 11 Films and everyone involved in its creativity. With expressed thanks to Reetta Nygard,Nic Wassel,Chicca Silveri,Storm Huntley,Ross McClure and Derek Owen&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6395813789050913964-6129985078082404463?l=alexanderpricefree.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://alexanderpricefree.blogspot.com/feeds/6129985078082404463/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://alexanderpricefree.blogspot.com/2010/06/alexander-price-rent-official-music.html#comment-form' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6395813789050913964/posts/default/6129985078082404463'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/6395813789050913964/posts/default/6129985078082404463'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://alexanderpricefree.blogspot.com/2010/06/alexander-price-rent-official-music.html' title='Alexander Price Rent [Official Music Video]'/><author><name>Alexander Price</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/09089562375584286602</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6395813789050913964.post-5011897046524429581</id><published>2010-02-15T03:06:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2011-11-13T09:46:03.674-08:00</updated><title type='text'>Decadence and Squalor</title><content type='html'>&lt;a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/--_Ms5JLr-40/TZoSMcLvFoI/AAAAAAAAACk/LhrptgqbZrQ/s1600/liveim1.bmp"&gt;&lt;img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 320px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 214px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5591801892267038338" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/--_Ms5JLr-40/TZoSMcLvFoI/AAAAAAAAACk/LhrptgqbZrQ/s320/liveim1.bmp" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;I feel safe in &lt;a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-IxEItdAbec8/TZoSBU_jpBI/AAAAAAAAACc/qWpm_3G_X28/s1600/ALEXANDER%2BPRICE2011%2B258.JPG"&gt;&lt;img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 214px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5591801701358347282" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-IxEItdAbec8/TZoSBU_jpBI/AAAAAAAAACc/qWpm_3G_X28/s320/ALEXANDER%2BPRICE2011%2B258.JPG" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;London.When I go home to the North I arrive to silence.I can`t sleep in silence.I am in struggle.I am on red alert.Chest pain,tight breaths.I can survive in metropolis.I inhabit a world of exploding exhaust fumes,angry sirens on heat,bathroom &lt;span id="SPELLING_ERROR_0" class="blsp-spelling-corrected"&gt;queues&lt;/span&gt;,electric meter,gas meter, "whose gonna put money on it now"?, dust,fluff,weed,dirty fingernails,dark fabric,microphone,elderly Jewish lady glitter,all for a mad surge to the arriving bus,trapped on the bus,could die on the bus.Get on. Get off.Driver behaving like a prick!won,t complete his journey. "The destination of this bus has changed" well the destination of my life &lt;span id="SPELLING_ERROR_1" class="blsp-spelling-error"&gt;has no&lt;/span&gt;t! This &lt;span id="SPELLING_ERROR_2" class="blsp-spelling-corrected"&gt;wouldn&lt;/span&gt;`t happen in South Yorkshire.Not &lt;span id="SPELLING_ERROR_3" class="blsp-spelling-error"&gt;oop&lt;/span&gt; North.Northern bus driver demands orderly &lt;span id="SPELLING_ERROR_4" class="blsp-spelling-corrected"&gt;Queue&lt;/span&gt;.Women and children first.Men to chatter to at front whilst driving.Can,t complete journey alone!In London though its everyman,woman and bus driver for &lt;span id="SPELLING_ERROR_5" class="blsp-spelling-error"&gt;them selves.&lt;/span&gt;The minus-.Call Halifax bank.missing £35. They are elusive and don`t reveal much.I will survive.I grew up in the steel city of Northern England,surrounded by rambling countryside.Lots of hills,road bumps and w i d e o p e n s p a c e s.Greens and blues and yellows and whites and summer rain that smells of wetness. Mother was a fashion designer.Always traveling.Never there.She got in to Royal College,got in to St Martins,creative vessel,painter,designer,dress maker,leather wear designer of the year,&lt;span id="SPELLING_ERROR_6" class="blsp-spelling-corrected"&gt;Dusseldorf&lt;/span&gt;,Paris,Rome.Paul Smith was a fan,wanted to take her paintings to decorate his flagship store,she refused,she needed them.who is Paul Smith?regrets.!Designs S&amp;amp;M for M&amp;amp;S. She had adventures My Mother,part of the Northern Soul crew,met my DJ father on the &lt;span id="SPELLING_ERROR_7" class="blsp-spelling-corrected"&gt;dance floor&lt;/span&gt;.He says "&lt;span id="SPELLING_ERROR_8" class="blsp-spelling-corrected"&gt;that's&lt;/span&gt; the woman I will marry".His friends testify.That was 1974,they marry in 76.Mum has shops &lt;span id="SPELLING_ERROR_9" class="blsp-spelling-corrected"&gt;in all over Yorkshire&lt;/span&gt;.Orders from everywhere.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;I am born in the eighties,after they have been married for years and &lt;span id="SPELLING_ERROR_11" class="blsp-spelling-corrected"&gt;accumulated&lt;/span&gt; a loft space full of vintage soul records.I hear the sound of black America,brass and big vocal.I am born with a full head of black hair.My dad and uncle have thick black hair and pale skin. My first memory ?my mothers design studio in my pushchair.Purple &lt;span id="SPELLING_ERROR_12" class="blsp-spelling-corrected"&gt;mannequins&lt;/span&gt;.why is that man Purple?she dangles a tape measure around the neck,I clutch my neck in empathy.My grandfather is on the 1984 miners strike.He never returns to work.Who is Margaret Thatcher?is she really a witch?can she really turn the country to stone?He takes me for long,long walks.I see dogs.We have a dog at home.I put my hand through the letter box and he bites me.I am rushed to hospital.I am given white chocolate for my bravery from the Nurse. Milky Bar Kid.I have one grandfather who smokes a pack of Benson a day and goes to &lt;span id="SPELLING_ERROR_13" class="blsp-spelling-error"&gt;Doncaster&lt;/span&gt; Workings Men Club.He takes me once.I eat chips and am surrounded by spitting,smoking,swearing old men.I am only about 3 then.I start seeing my Mums name on peoples shopping bags in &lt;span id="SPELLING_ERROR_14" class="blsp-spelling-error"&gt;Sainsbury&lt;/span&gt;.My brother has just been born.My mother has to give up design and teach.Too many personal commitments.I have two Grandmothers.&lt;span id="SPELLING_ERROR_15" class="blsp-spelling-corrected"&gt;Domesticated&lt;/span&gt; grandmother [Grandma] and Spiritual grandmother [&lt;span id="SPELLING_ERROR_16" class="blsp-spelling-error"&gt;Nanan&lt;/span&gt;].My widowed Grandma cooks and cleans with military &lt;span id="SPELLING_ERROR_17" class="blsp-spelling-corrected"&gt;precision&lt;/span&gt;,she is Northern.She is fiery.She is confrontational and talks of that bitch Thatcher as though she were some home wrecking neighbour to be cautious off.My other &lt;span id="SPELLING_ERROR_18" class="blsp-spelling-error"&gt;Nanan&lt;/span&gt; is dreamy,&lt;span id="SPELLING_ERROR_19" class="blsp-spelling-error"&gt;ditzy&lt;/span&gt; and ethereal,buys crystals and doted on my &lt;span id="SPELLING_ERROR_20" class="blsp-spelling-corrected"&gt;permanently&lt;/span&gt; tanked up Grandad.She drinks Guinness,tells me stories of a magic porridge pot and talks to me of all the dead people she has seen recently.She is Irish.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;One night I wake up and see an old man sitting on top of the stairs with silver hair,holding a baby that has a cheap looking face.Before we moved in to the house an old man died there,in his chair,asleep,his wife had a nervous breakdown and ran the streets in her dressing gown as a result.We move to a new house.I go to school with my black hair and pale skin.My families descent is Irish-Italian.Big green eyes.Pale skin.Thick black hair.Genetics &lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;I have a &lt;span id="SPELLING_ERROR_21" class="blsp-spelling-corrected"&gt;recurring&lt;/span&gt; dream that I am in my crowded lounge,full of people,no one notices me. A bear like Gentle Ben from TV appears and consumes me but I can see through his stomach and he takes me away from the party of ignorance and upstairs to my parents room where they are sleeping and he delivers me safely to them.Fear turns to relief.&amp;gt;p&amp;gt;Aged 7 I put my Mums tights on my head and she makes me a black dress.I am Wednesday Addams.My handwriting is illegible.My primary school teacher publicly labels me "thick" and requests my Mum sends to special needs school.What???They don,t read WHAT I write because they can,t.I stay at normal school.&lt;span id="SPELLING_ERROR_22" class="blsp-spelling-corrected"&gt;Sniggering&lt;/span&gt; classmates stare at my rubber pencil grip.&lt;span id="SPELLING_ERROR_23" class="blsp-spelling-error"&gt;Dyspraxia&lt;/span&gt;! Can,t catch a ball or write properly.Later I am taught by a woman named Mrs Smith who finds the previous years teacher`s suggestion of special school &lt;span id="SPELLING_ERROR_24" class="blsp-spelling-corrected"&gt;ludicrous&lt;/span&gt;.She gives me books to read about &lt;span id="SPELLING_ERROR_25" class="blsp-spelling-error"&gt;Moonface&lt;/span&gt;,Saucepan Man and a far away tree.I am quiet.I have an advanced reading age so she gives me the seniors books.I am asked to read to the class on afternoons .&lt;span id="SPELLING_ERROR_26" class="blsp-spelling-error"&gt;Dyspraxia&lt;/span&gt; is not Dyslexia.My Mum sends me to dance classes to improve my hand eye coordination.I see men in tights.My hand eye coordination improves.My life improves.I see the &lt;span id="SPELLING_ERROR_27" class="blsp-spelling-error"&gt;Shaeksespears&lt;/span&gt; Sister video Stay and am bewitched by what comes down stairs in the middle eight,breaking up the &lt;span id="SPELLING_ERROR_28" class="blsp-spelling-corrected"&gt;ambiance&lt;/span&gt;.how rude.how fabulous!.Years later I meet Siobhan &lt;span id="SPELLING_ERROR_29" class="blsp-spelling-error"&gt;Fahey&lt;/span&gt; in a club in London,I don,t dare tell her how I mimicked her rolling eyes as a boy.I get into the Sylvia Young school &lt;span id="SPELLING_ERROR_30" class="blsp-spelling-error"&gt;Marylebone&lt;/span&gt; London.My singing teacher is THE Jay Aston [!!]and I study dance with a &lt;span id="SPELLING_ERROR_32" class="blsp-spelling-corrected"&gt;permanently&lt;/span&gt; smiling,empathic Northerner Peter King.He is loved by all.He dances like lightning as they say.He teaches me for two years.He looks at me and knows,I know he knows but its alright.He looks at me through the mirror in dance class and informs me he is going to New York to teach dance but will return.I never see him again.Two years later I learn of his death.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;I go to art school and roll around naked in paint.I also learn how to take ownership of my own creativity.I read a 2003 issue of The Face and they talk of a nightclub called The Cock.The most fashionable club in London.There are no clubs in Doncaster.I want to live in London for good.Tired of smiling in dance classes,tired of bottom drawer hip hop,tired of Grange Hill auditions,stage school sausage factory.&lt;p.i id="SPELLING_ERROR_48" class="blsp-spelling-corrected"&lt;/span&gt; there.I live in a &lt;span id="SPELLING_ERROR_49" class="blsp-spelling-error"&gt;Highbury&lt;/span&gt; bedsit with a drunk who cries out in the night next door.I am not scared though,I should be.I work as a tour guide for a special exhibition about mummys at British Museum by day and by night pose for photography students and artists at Candid Arts in Angel .They later allow me to use their space for cheap to create performances.I unite nations in my bedroom.This bores me after a while.One night I wake up and discover a real rat on my bed.I am made a team leader at the British Museum and on my first day someone jumps to their death in the Great Court.I am aware of inpending, looming death.My nights are spent joyfully working as a go go dancer in various Soho nightspots with an actor friend and after hitting the clubs,.July 7&lt;span id="SPELLING_ERROR_50" class="blsp-spelling-error"&gt;th&lt;/span&gt; happens.Friends of mine hear the bus blast from the Museum.I am intimidated but we are told not to be...To carry on.I meet a producer in a night club,we cut some demos.I work in a performance art &lt;span id="SPELLING_ERROR_51" class="blsp-spelling-corrected"&gt;orientated&lt;/span&gt; context &lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;Later I meet more established and confident pop/dance production teams and take my songs to them for the remix treatment.We work on new material.I write a song called In The City.Another called Love Song about loss of power in a relationship fuck up and one called Curious George about a man who is having &lt;span id="SPELLING_ERROR_52" class="blsp-spelling-corrected"&gt;several&lt;/span&gt; affairs with other men behind his girlfriends back.Inspired by a Frenchman I once slept with whom I later discover is married.He wears his ring during sex. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;I have female dancers with me on stage because they can relate to my lust,love, loathing and mutual mistrust of men and &lt;span id="SPELLING_ERROR_53" class="blsp-spelling-corrected"&gt;because&lt;/span&gt; I like watching girls dancing on stage.I mock objectify them and dangle tape measures around their necks.But they will survive...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;They say my songs are pop but my shows are confrontational.Boyz Magazine declares my gigs to be "something quite spectacular",BBC Radio plays my tunes,I support Kelis,I play in front of politicians,rugby stars and the cast of Coronation Street and to crowds of 12,000 reverlers and I perform with Pam &lt;span id="SPELLING_ERROR_54" class="blsp-spelling-error"&gt;Hogg&lt;/span&gt; during the height of Pam &lt;span id="SPELLING_ERROR_55" class="blsp-spelling-error"&gt;Hogg&lt;/span&gt; mania in London.I am over awed by her talent in design and on stage.Music industry bible Music Week run a photo of me looking nervously into a mirror in the &lt;span id="SPELLING_ERROR_56" class="blsp-spelling-corrected"&gt;men's&lt;/span&gt; lavs.&lt;span id="SPELLING_ERROR_57" class="blsp-spelling-corrected"&gt;I'm&lt;/span&gt; loitering with intent.I end up posing for the September issue of mens mag reFresh.I start designing and making the clothes for my videos and stage shows because I am scared of it all looking like everyone else and I feel I can,t really achieve the looks I want for my characters on the high street.I perform at film festival parties , fashion clubs ,indie venues.Packed out.BBC Radio calls it "deluxe entertainment"I meet Daniel Craig,Barbara Windsor,Angelica Houston.A label signs me to deliver a cover version of Pet Shop Boys hit Rent,while we work on the track I do a gig in Soho and they come down.How did I get here,where am I going.?Sleepless nights of the soul and a never supply of adrenelin...I earn little money from all this fabulousness though.Pop art on a budget.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;I persevere because I am Northern &lt;span id="SPELLING_ERROR_58" class="blsp-spelling-corrected"&gt;apparently&lt;/span&gt;.Because we survived the miners strike,the blitz,booze,dog bite through letterbox horror,purple mannequin raped by tape measure,rubber pencil grips,,bed rats,married men,bulldozers on &lt;span id="SPELLING_ERROR_59" class="blsp-spelling-corrected"&gt;dance floors&lt;/span&gt;,ghosts.Lets go go dancing.I &lt;span id="SPELLING_ERROR_61" class="blsp-spelling-corrected"&gt;manoeuvre&lt;/span&gt; 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